About two weeks before my son was stillborn (full term, no complications during pregnancy), I had a dream that disturbed me so after a cleaning company came to our home one day.
I dreamed of a boy separated from his mother, wanting to “go to the light” but the mother couldn’t let him go.
I had been working with a hypno-therapist during my pregnancy planning for a no-drug birth. When I cancelled an appointment with her the day after that dream because I felt I could not leave the house, she came to me to do a session.
We did a hypno-therapy session to help the boy and mother feel safe, to get him to the “light”, etc. But NEVER once did my hypno-therapist nor I ever think we were working with something that was actually going to happen to me and my son.
And yet, to this day — and on the day my own son died, of course — we could not help but wonder if it was somehow preparation for what was about to happen…
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